Notable Correspondence

Below is a collection of notable email correspondence.

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The following correspondence includes two email exchanges. Here is the first email I was sent;

Having watched your ascension update on You Tube, I would like to share with you the Light Truths I have received.

Jude 1:13 Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; WANDERING STARS to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever. In my first encounter with an alien ship in Mar 2006, I watched as an object appearing like a satellite moved steadily across the night sky until it stopped above me. Ever since, we have been locked in a battle over truth: I to reveal it and they to conceal it. Aliens are NOT our friends. I know the ultimate truth about them…

At the time of my major spiritual revelation in late 2004, a vision appeared to me three times over a period of three months… I closed my eyes and saw that the colors in my mind’s eye had taken shape to form a circle with an equal ended cross in the centre. The third time my eyes were open as it blinded me like a giant sunspot. Ever since, I have been receiving truths about our existence. You know only what They want you to know. I have found a way to break through Their barrier of deception.

By nature of the universe, regardless of its vastness in terms of frequencies and dimensions, ultimately it is finite, neither created nor destroyed, simply regenerated. Therefore ‘ascension’ within this universe is an illusion. Energy simply regenerates back to energy, distinguished only by the size of ones ego, whether human (material) or alien (godlike deception peddler). Trust no being promising godlike creator ability.

In truth, we lose nothing in this world because who you know and what you have in this world is a only a ‘carbon copy’ of the ‘original’. If you are attached to this world in any way you will not ascend it; you will simply be regenerated back to energy, both body and soul, which is only a carbon copy (projection) of your original authentic form and spiritual being.

You say “You’ve got to integrate all aspects of yourself”, which as you say includes reptilian. This concept of integration is an illusion and a distraction from what we are here to do. Our material bodies are vessels only to assist us in our work as spiritual beings. How do you ascend? Connect with the purest highest Light Frequency and live a life free of iniquity because engaging in iniquity lowers your vibration and keeps you stuck in energy. Transmutation can be achieved only by way of Divine Intervention.

The beings you are in touch with say you will ascend to a light body having no digestive track and not having to eat. In truth, they are mimicking what they know to be true in authentic existence, from whence they have been banished to wonder this universe of energy. In authentic existence, divine beings eat, since everything is Divine Light, there is no darkness, therefore no waste. Everything eaten nourishes. They have been desperately trying to create that which they have lost: their former heavenly home. Fallen angels have created this existence and have complete control of it. There is only one way back home.

And my reply was;

Hiya *****

Thank you for your message, as intense as it is I want you to know that I really do appreciate it.

You say “Aliens are NOT our friends. I know the ultimate truth about them.”
So are you saying that ALL extra-terrestrial life is evil? Hmmmm, even though I know you won’t want to accept this, but what about the fact that you have aspects of self in these realms too. Also, ET’s are a part of you simply in the way of your brothers and sisters in life. Are we not all connected as one?

You say ” I have been receiving truths about our existence. You know only what They want you to know. “
So may I ask where exactly it is that you receive these so called “truths” from? And to say “You know only what They want you to know” is insinuating that I only receive my information solely from ET’s. What about my journey in 2003, and all my experiences or have you conveniently chosen to leave those parts out.

You say “By nature of the universe, regardless of its vastness in terms of frequencies and dimensions, ultimately it is finite, neither created nor destroyed, simply regenerated. Therefore ‘ascension’ within this universe is an illusion.”
But you also said later “How do you ascend? Connect with the purest highest Light Frequency…..” Hmmmmm, seems like a contradiction to me.
Also to have a finite existence means to be created at some stage and to then be uncreated. Yet another contradiction.
Yes I agree with you that ultimately this universe is finite as are all universes but it’s life cycle is of a scale of magnitude so great, that one can only perceive it as infinite from this level of awareness. Even it’s structure is perceived as infinite from our perspective. What we term God, the Creator of this Universe is a being who has chosen to manifest itself in this form of expression which we call Light, and we, including you, have chosen to enter inside of this Being, to merge and become one with God, and to then be as God by experiencing this way, this expression of life in all facets. To say that this is an illusion is to devalue, belittle and denigrate the very the existence of this Being, this Universe, God. And therefore your very own existence within it. So what you are actually saying about yourself through your words is, “I have no value and therefore I do not like who I am!”

You say ” Energy simply regenerates back to energy, distinguished only by the size of ones ego, whether human (material) or alien (godlike deception peddler). Trust no being promising godlike creator ability.”
To say that energy simply regenerates back to energy, distinguished only by the size of ones ego contradicts what you said later “How do you ascend? Connect with the purest highest Light Frequency” Well,….. light frequency is energy is it not? It is clear to me that you do not grasp the concept of what it means to be Hu-Man.
Obviously you are saying that I should not be trusted. Well that is all well and good as you are most certainly entitled to your opinion about me. I love you regardless. You also say that the concept of becoming a Creator of Light is simply one colossal ego trip. Wow,…..so sad that you wish to continue down a path of subservience. Have you ever stopped to consider that it is actually a journey that we have chosen to undertake when we first decided to enter into this Universe? And that you are being turned against your self in order to not complete this intended journey and your organic path to Ascension and the True Light .

You say “In truth, we lose nothing in this world because who you know and what you have in this world is a only a ‘carbon copy’ of the ‘original’. If you are attached to this world in any way you will not ascend it; you will simply be regenerated back to energy, both body and soul, which is only a carbon copy (projection) of your original authentic form and spiritual being.”
To say that we are just a carbon copy and nothing more once again confirms to me just how you are not grasping what it means to be Hu-Man, and that you devalue yourself and your very existence here. So why did you come then? To say that those with any attachment at all to Mother Earth will not ascend is “In Truth” the big fat lie and deception. You are being turned against the Being that is facilitating your very existence here. Do you not see the division that is being propagated within yourself?

You say “This concept of integration is an illusion and a distraction from what we are here to do”
So then my question to you is, what are we here to do?
To once again answer this question: From the journeys that I have undertaken, I have rediscovered that we are here to integrate our fragmented aspects of self from the journey we chose to embark on. A long and sometimes arduous journey over aeons of time down through all the levels of life with the intention to experience ALL on both sides of duality and to gain the immense wisdom available from those experiences. This is how we KNOW within ones Soul journey emanating from the I Am that we are ready to ascend and become a Creator of Light.

You say “How do you ascend? Connect with the purest highest Light Frequency and live a life free of iniquity because engaging in iniquity lowers your vibration and keeps you stuck in energy.”
I totally agree that to just live a life of iniquity keeps you down in the lower energies, but, also to stay only in the positive is to merely experience one side of duality, one side of life in this universe and that creates a positive in-balance in ones soul promoting a perspective of self-righteousness and superiority. This is also in reality how one remains stuck in the energies of the lower domains.
By engaging in the drama of duality is how one learns and moves through these energies. It is as one journeys down the path of self-acceptance, self love and non judgement that the integration, re-balancing and ascension of self is known.

You say “Transmutation can be achieved only by way of Divine Intervention.”
What is your interpretation of Divine Intervention? Divine Intervention is already at hand. We are already experiencing it on many levels. If you are waiting for Jesus to appear as the image and persona portrayed in the churches and bible then you are awaiting the false Christ. We not only have the True Christ within, but the masculine expression of Christ Consciousness will also reveal himself when the time is right and he will not look like the image portrayed by the afore mentioned groups because firstly he did not really look as the pictures portray and secondly, but most obviously and importantly he is in a different body this time.

You say “The beings you are in touch with say you will ascend to a light body having no digestive track and not having to eat.”
Not only does the overwhelming majority of life in the entire Universe know this, but I too know and comprehend this, for I have taken the journey into the ascended reality and experienced it for myself!

You say ” In truth, they are mimicking what they know to be true in authentic existence, from whence they have been banished to wonder this universe of energy. In authentic existence, divine beings eat, since everything is Divine Light, there is no darkness, therefore no waste. Everything eaten nourishes.”
In one sentence you say that they are mimicking a form they once had and have now been banished from, and the very next sentence you say that Divine beings eat. Do you not see your contradictions here?

You say “They have been desperately trying to create that which they have lost: their former heavenly home. Fallen angels have created this existence and have complete control of it. There is only one way back home”
Firstly, there is no such thing as “fallen”. This is one of the concepts of the false light. We have all CHOSEN this journey! It really is time to take responsibility!
I absolutely agree and have categorically stated that certain beings have replicated the Universal structure down here in the lower domains. My concern here is that The Beings who have done so are the ones that teach, preach and even enforce the very concepts that you are promoting here.

You may have forgotten, as so many do, that I have taken the journey in this life and saw life beyond Light. I have been, I have seen and I have experienced. Much to the displeasure of so many. I felt the energies through the varying levels of life and so therefore I am able to identify from which levels energy signatures are being projected from. I can categorically state that the words, concepts and energy behind your words are emanating from a consciousness who is located in the upper reaches of the 4th dimension who advocates self-righteousness, superiority and is a proponent of the false light.

Yes there is only one way home and that is through love, gratitude and respect for all that you have seen, all that you have been and all that have taken the journey with you, all! This includes Mother Earth and Her incredible sacrifice. To be reborn means to be birthed and that only occurs through the womb of the Mother and not by externalising some false male deity nor by any means of technology.

I know that your belief system won’t allow you to accept what I have shared with you here today but I hope that one day it will serve as a trigger for you to re-remember what is really going on around here, who you truly are, where you have come from, where we are headed and just how magnificent you really and truly are.

Eternal love and blessings
George

Here is the second email I was sent in reply;

Hi George,

Thanks for the reply. I appreciate your thoughts. I know I can come across a bit “intense” but I see it more as a great passion for the truth. I have added further comments below.

Yes, many are “evil” but most are self-serving and there are those playing out their roles in our illumination by getting in our way and creating blocks, distractions, obstacles, fears and other challenges, and when you begin to raise your spiritual awareness and will not have a bar of such lower vibrations, then they change their game and appear benevolent and willing to assist you to achieve great leaps in awareness. Most of all, in my experiences over the last six years of intensive revelation, I have discovered the unimaginable depth of deception upon every frequency and dimension of this energetic existence. These power-plays assist us but only to a point. Like you, I have had direct experience of my true authentic self within authentic reality (outside of and above all frequencies and dimensions of energy/projected illusion). The authentic self is pure Divine Light above all aspects of this energetic existence, which comprises projected light and darkness coexisting. As I understand the truth, the ETs are in charge of creating and programming material form ONLY, then as spiritual beings we enter the material form (often by way of ET ships due to the limitations of this prison of energy and matter) to play out experiences that elevate our Light Frequency. A small band of us have specific missions to conduct as well. When we are all back in our heavenly home in Authentic Divine Light (which by the way is NOT the 5th dimension), then we are brothers and sisters once again. (I am reminded of what Jesus says, who is my father, my brother, my sister? They who do the will of my Father in heaven.) However, many fallen brothers and sisters posing as ETs/watchers/controllers/gods fight the will of The Father, do not wish to return home and stubbornly work to maintain their positions over this universe, which is essentially a big ball in a game of energy and matter, involving pointless jostling over power and control. Other beings simply populate the system as material form connected only within the limitations and restrictions of energy and matter.

I receive my Light Truths from communion with the heavenly Father, Son and Holy Ghost. In my experience you can trust only the highest Light Frequency Source. Essentially, ETs are disobedient children. You cannot trust them. You cannot get absolute truth by way of other beings: Their own best interests will always take preference. You must connect with the Holy Ghost: the Spirit of God, and I do not mean the god of this world or any book of this world. Truth may come only by way of direct personal revelation. However, the pure teachings of Jesus Christ are the only reliable source from which direct revelation of the truth may be experienced. Jesus is the Light Being of the highest and purest Light Frequency and his Holy Blood defeats all illusion and deception. What about your journey in 2003? I know nothing of it.

No it is not a “contradiction”. Divine Light Frequency is NOT of this universe. It is ABOVE this universe. You cannot ascend outside of this universe by connecting with beings of this universe; you can only have the illusion of ascending within the limitations of energy. You may ascend only by connecting with the highest source outside of this universe. Nothing created or “uncreated”; simply regenerated. Dust to dust. The God of All created a ball of energy and matter and that is the extent of the creation. Then the caretakers of this existence within its confines formed the material world and multiple frequencies of that world and material beings to populate those frequencies. Material beings simply play out their programming. “Structure” within this universe, although vast, is finite, although due to its vastness, giving the illusion of infinite. It is a scientific fact we live in a finite universe as well as a finite world! “God the Creator of this universe” is a projection of the Authentic Creator only. The God of The All can create perfection only. It must project in order to create an imperfect, limited projected existence where light and darkness coexist. This universe is Projected Light, NOT “Light” coexisting with Projected Darkness, Authentic Divine Light is the source of all perfection only. This universe is imperfect due to the presence of darkness. A perfect being does not create imperfection. Absolutely! I fell from Grace and I am here because “I have no value and therefore I do not like who I am”. If you are here you have erred, have degraded your Light Frequency and like a diamond in the rough through your effort you aim to attain perfection once again.

No contradiction if you understand the absolute truth of Authentic Divine Light vs Projected Light as described above. Light Frequency is not material (energy) it is spiritual (divine). You are “Hu-Man”; I am Divine. I am saying you know only what your experiences have shown you. The truth we are connecting means you have the opportunity to know more. The idea of being a “Creator” can lead to the seductive entrapment of the ego. In this game of energy exists two masters: the master of Divine Light (Jesus) and the master of Darkness (Satan). My experience of this truth has nothing to do with religion. I have had direct experienced both Heaven and Hell/Christ and Satan. They exist. Every being serves a master. I serve The Father. If you serve yourself, you serve Satan: he is the one who says we are gods. (No wonder Jesus says it is a narrow gate through which few will enter.) To know the truth, you must become an empty vessel; selflessness leads to the ultimate truth of who you really are as you reject the illusions of this world. You did not decide to come here. No one decides to have a difficult, annoying, frustrating experience. Just as Jesus teaches, I reject the things of this world and work for the next world because I am not of this world, I am of the next world (the heavenly kingdom). If you are here, like the ETs, you have been banished here until you get it right (elevate your Light Frequency) so you can get back home. Otherwise, you are here on special assignment either to assist or block others in their journeys. The term “organic” is repulsive to a purely spiritual being. ETs promote a counterfeit form of light and ascension.

I was attempting to put a higher truth into easy terminology. Let me put it another way so you may understand: this universe, the world and everyone and everything in it are projections and a projection by definition is an impression. An impression of who we really are, an impression of authentic existence. Only as projections may we exist in an imperfect world where both light and darkness coexist for the purpose of elevating our Light Frequency. I am happy not to “grasp what it means to be Hu-Man” because I am not of this world. I am of the next world, the heavenly kingdom. I was “devalued” before I came here and it is the reason why I am in a “devalued” existence. I came here to elevate my degraded Light Frequency and to help others do the same. The “fact” that “Mother Earth” will ascend is a “big fat lie and deception”. In a vision I saw the Earth shaking violently as a blast from the Sun approached it. In another vision I saw an angel walking across a burnt out desolate landscape. Mother Earth will not save you. Only Jesus Christ. ETs hate him. Did you know that? It is your perception only of a “division being propagated”. Sounds like an ET cover story to me. If you have the courage, try an exercise to “test the spirits”. Say to your ET friends the next time they present the following words: LORD JESUS CHRIST, PLEASE BESTOW THE DIVINE MIRACLE OF YOUR HOLY BLOOD UPON US ALL.

We do not “integrate” lower vibrations, we elevate our Light Frequency so they may no longer attach themselves to us. With a higher Light Frequency, we elevate ourselves above all lower vibrations of experience. The truth we are multi-dimensional beings existing over multiple frequencies gives the illusion of being “fragmented”. For example, in the waking world, we exist in the lowest frequency, and the dream world is a higher frequency. We have one goal only: to elevate our Light Frequency based upon the plan set into play before we projected. Of course, we have a role to play in planning our projection; however, our level of awareness at the time we make the plan determines to what degree the The Light and Darkness influence our plan. Wisdom is gained only when we connect with who we really are, which is only possible by elevating our Light Frequency, which elevates our awareness and higher knowing. There is nothing to learn here. We need only raise our awareness. Everything there is to know we already know. The veil of illusion blocks our awareness so we may have the experience of gaining awareness. Wow, I have never heard so much new age jargon in one sentence!

It is impossible to stay positive in a world of darkness. Darkness assists us only to a point, then becomes superfluous and a distracting waste of time. yes, because “Self-righteousness” and “superiority” are illusions and not of The Light. Yes, “engaging in the drama of duality” is part of our experience here, but only to a point, then darkness becomes superfluous. Living a life free of iniquity and of righteousness further builds your Light Frequency. Jesus says do no iniquity. Self, self, self… illusion! “Balance, integration, alien ascension” illusion! Forget your projected self and connect with The Light. Only through The Light may you connect and truly know your authentic divine self.

Divine Intervention comes from The Father. ET manipulation is at hand. You must go “above their heads” and they do not like it. I have had direct experience of Jesus many times in visions and dreams. He has spoken to me and he recently held my hand in a dream. He is real and I know exactly how he appeared then, how he appears in authentic existence and how he appears now (ready to kick ET’s ass). The “christ within” and “christ consciousness” are the “false christ’s”. Jesus says the kingdom of God is within; but as projections in this world, ‘within’ is an access point only, enabling the direct connection with the kingdom of God. Still we must seek in order to find it. it is not something we assume or take for granted. It is something that is hard earned and hard won and the level of opposition from darkness is immense but those that endure to the end will be saved, as Jesus says. By the way, the ETs have a counterfeit Jesus! I have seen him too.

Good for you. However, in Authentic Existence, a realm which you have not visited, beings there do eat but there is no waste and no need for anything taken in to be digested.

You perceive a contradiction; there is no contradiction: you simply do not understand.

Oh how you are under their spell! There are indeed FALLEN angels. I have encountered them and I have been to their worlds. You choose to be fallen. No one chooses to be on this “journey” unless they have to. Frankly I would prefer to be back home riding my flying bicycle! Forget this uncomfortable, difficult experience! You can have it! Falling happens quite insidiously, usually when you are having a good time making all of those choices and taking responsibility! Before you know it your Light Frequency has degraded and you get stuck in darkness until you can project to the Earth World to elevate your Light Frequency so you can get back home to The Light. Yes, certain beings influence religious people and promote a general distrust of traditional avenues of spirituality. They turned me off. It was not until I had direct revelation of the truth that I knew what was really going on. Satan loves playing the bad guy and the good guy and especially loves influencing a Bible thumping, hellfire style of preaching. I reject this form of fear tactic as much as you do. I promote no such “concepts”. Your perception only.

“LIfe beyond Light”? If you mean Projected Light, I agree. If you mean Divine Light, you sound arrogant. Remember I have been, seen and experienced as well, much to the displeasure of so many dark beings and even some light beings with their own personal agendas. You identify with energy. I identify with true divinity. Energy is a projection or impression of what is true. You will “categorically state” whatever they want you to and their assessment is no surprise to me, given their true intentions to block the truth of what I am saying. You make no attempt to understand my Light Truths, and instead you attack me with self-righteousness, superiority and false light.

Mother Earth makes no sacrifice on our behalf. Jesus Christ made the ultimate sacrifice, giving us the only way out, the narrow gate and I hope that more than just a few will enter. “Birthing” occurs ONLY in this existence. I was not birthed. Most spiritual beings are not. I have a clear memory of when I arrived six years ago. Jesus arrived at his baptism. I intuited this Light Truth and later when I came across the Hebrew Matthew (not manipulated by the early church) it confirmed it.

Will you accept what I shared with you? I hope what I have conveyed will serve as a “trigger” for you to remember your divine spiritual heritage and know what is really going on behind the scenes of what we perceive as ‘reality’. I know who I truly am and I have literally woken up in my true heavenly home with my beautiful divine counterpart. So thanks anyway. Now I can hardly wait to get back! In the meantime, still more demons to vanquish.

And my reply to the second email was;

Hallo *****

I must say that your intellectual muscle and your ability to dance the vocabulary quickstep is impressive indeed. But through all that literary sophistication lies the reality of the intent and the identity of your deity. I am writing to you one last time because I can clearly see that your over zealous mind is soooo entrenched into the brainwashing of the false paradigm and I no longer wish to feed your deity.

Even though in your first correspondence you were expressing yourself in a conservative manner, I was still able to identify the entity behind your words. But now with your second correspondence,……well, you have exposed yourself and your deity completely! *****, part of me is so sorry to say this but I feel the time has come in our exchange for me to be forthright as a responsibility and an obligation to my beloved Humanity :

Your words absolutely reek of the entity known as satan who wants nothing more than subservient slaves to feed off. Does not matter how hard it trys to present it’s version of reality calling it’s artificial and synthetic version of light, the “divine light”, and coming up with twisted and sophisticated concepts of projections etc, at the end of it all Beings such as my self and multitudes more see through it’s lies and this grand deception. The absurdity of it’s ego and arrogance to say that our Divine Mother earth has made no sacrifice is astounding

I know you can not see this and on one level it saddens me deeply, but on another I completely respect your choice and your journey.

I also know that you will continue to want to recruit as many people/souls for your beloved false christ to feed off, as you have just attempted with me.

I wish you well on your journey and I guarantee that at some stage in your future sojourns this exchange will be remembered by you and your heart will once again remember the True Light and it’s simplicity without all this complicated and sophisticated literary dogma.

I will always love you no matter what.

LOVE, LIBERATION & FORTITUDE
George Kavassilas

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I was sent this email;

George,
Thank you so much for all you have done. I resonate with everything except for your lack of awareness concerning the next more sophisticated level of manipulation your are currently being subjected to. This game we are playing is the most advanced, intricate, sophisticated, and manipulative game in all of creation. It is the product of all that has come before and only those who are completely “centered” will be leaving. Read the Matrix V gold edition volumes 1-4. They can be found at ” www.trufax.org/matrix5/perspective_levels.html” or you can torrent them for free on internet. This is the final piece in the puzzle. I have violated the law of allowance by informing you and am fully aware of this but the game is speeding up now and time is running out.

And my reply was;

Thank you for your message.

I appreciate your suggestion that I take a look at the Matrix V material. When I took my journey up through all the dimensions of our Universe I distinctly remember being aware of collective hive minds whose expression was predominantly masculine. The energy in the material that you shared with me is familiar to me and I absolutely recognise that it belongs to a collective that I came across in the upper reaches of the fourth dimension of our Universe.

It is important to consider that gender is not just related to physical expressions. Even though a consciousness appears purely as energy it still comes down to the way it chooses to express itself as to which aspect of gender it belongs to. This particular consciousness of the Matrix V is of a masculine origin and the proof of this can be found in its very own texts.

There is a natural flow in the unfoldment of the way in which this Universe expresses itself. It is clear to see the game which you are referring to in your email is the one that is actually being played by the collective that you have chosen to indoctrinate yourself into. It is clear to see just how threatened this collective feels by my awareness in the derogatory way in which you have expressed yourself in your email.

I’m only able to verbalise a fraction of my experiences. People continue to underestimate the magnitude of my experiences which are far greater than most realise.

I hope the information that I have shared with you in this reply helps to better your powers of discernment.

Love and understanding

George

And the text in reference is the section labelled; Very Advanced Level Perspective 3rd Density Incarnations

“When the Higher Self’s incarnations have learned what is needed in psychic development via the female vehicle, shim is then ready to merge the core learning from the female with the superior creative power of the male physical. While there are both males and females in the Very Advanced levels, the male physical is most formidable when occupied by a Very Advanced or Final incarnating spirit. It is a step up to move one’s psychic learning into a male body. If you have difficulty with that, you are still body ID’d and see the body as more important than spirit.”

It is clear to see in this section and others that this is another highly sophisticated male dominant religion which incorporates Universal truth with a clever twist and devalues the role and sacrifice of the Divine Feminine. It is the re-integration of the equally balanced Feminine and Masculine aspects that enables one to return into androgyny.

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I was sent this email;

Message Body:
Hello George, I resonate with a lot of things in your alks and webs, I write to you cause Im a little disrtubed, even I thinked in suicide, let me expalin, I born being a pedophile is not something I like or wanted to be, just are the way Im, I feel atraction since my early childwood, when I was a boy of 8 I fall in love with a boy of 6 so
I wonder why Im in this way, could be reptilian genes in my body? or in my soul?
I even thjinked that comited suicide I can born again and not being a in 5 dimention, if Im supoused to pass through.
I love boys, I do not harm or wanted tyo harm somebody, I know sex with minors are very worng cause it demages kids, an I dont want to do that, not every pedophile man are a kid rapist not every heterosexual man are a woman rapist.
What do you think about?
Im feel very shamefull of born in this way, I try to hide my preferences from my self but I fall in depretion very quickly if I do that,
normaly if I express this so someone just say “I hope you go to hell and suffer for all the eternity” or something worse, you know this is awfull, I come to you as I know you are a enlightment being and your understanding is more large than anybody I knows thats why I come to you, I know that maybe you dont have the answer, but i would be very glad to know what do you think about this twisted pervertion, why it originated, and what you would do if you be in my place
a big hug form my higer being

And my reply was;

Thank you for your message and the courage to share your personal journey with me.

Firstly, I want you to know that the true Universal Being/God or whatever you wish to call it, does not judge. It is simply a question of balance. Your soul is pure but it is the aspect of you that has chosen this journey in the lower domains of the Universe, which is the part of you that has created such a severe in-balance within you.

I feel that you are exploring a path which has confused the boundaries between masculine and feminine expression and the boundaries between children and adults.

When you are engaging with a child what you are actually doing is feeding off their energy. It is the purity of their energy that you find attractive. Whether you can come to an understanding of this or not, this is the reality behind your actions

This is not only an attraction but also an addiction. It is important that you find a way to overcome your need to feed and to stop justifying your actions through the guise of “love for the children”. If you are reaching out to me in this way then there is a part of you that is ready to come to terms with the reality of your actions and begin to return your Being to a state of balance.

For you to achieve this it is important to also no longer play the victim in the sense that you were born this way and it is simply the way you are. We have all incarnated with the intention for change. Please stop thinking that you do not have the power to overcome these energetic patterns within you. I urge you to meditate and reach deep inside of yourself, bringing your inner light out. This is the part of you that is pure and balanced, and contains the knowledge, the love and the wisdom on how to go about re-balancing yourself.

I hope what I have shared with you here today helps you to better understand, and empowers you with what you need to find balance and peace.

Love liberation and fortitude

George

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